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The 5 facts about Nandita's Holiday /12:15 AM

1. It's screwed.

2. It has made her amazingly lazy. Like yes, way lazier than before.

3. It was spent mostly staring into space. (No, i'm NOT kidding)

4. It needs to be spiced up, like, NOW.

5. It was saved only by a few redeeming events. A FEW. D:


Lemme tell you something. At first I thought of calling it the 10 facts about my freaking holiday.
But guess what, even thinking of 5 things that didn't revolve around the fact that it sucked, was hard. (Uhhuh, it's that HERRIBLE.)

Side note: Herrible is the addition of the horribleness of the word terrible and the terribleness of the word horrible. Therefore, herrible is an extra herrible word.

D:

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The 'It' songs and Misc /11:52 PM

Oh dear. Dear dear me.

Let me talk about my great discoveries!
My It songs for last week were Push by Enrique Iglesias & Feedback by Janet Jackson.

So then every week during Jazz we stretch for like 30 mins or more, and the (Gay)Instructor plays the same songs every week while we stretch and I really liked the songs!

My sis and I employ this certain technique to find any song. Just hear out for some distinct words in the song, and... you guessed it, GOOGLE IT! (Googlit, haha)
So I was listening out for the words in the song I most liked cos I can't store too much in my head at a time, and these are the words I heard: It's true, it's you, it's something that you do.

And as usual our method worked! It was Get it out me by Janet Jackson. Then I tried to find this other song, i THOUGHT i heard the words 'lonely night, it's a lonely night'. But as I later find out, it's 'this body of mine'. HOW that sounds like lonely night, I don't know, but wtv.

KK so to cut the loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong story short, I found out that all the songs were from the same album - 20 y.o. by Janet Jack.
So my 'it' songs are:

Push ;Enrique
Feedback ;JJ
Get it out me ;JJ
This body ;JJ
So excited ;JJ
Show me ;JJ

"Yay, rabies!" - Cosmo

Haha cosmo is such a shithead.
Anywayzzz.
FINALLY HAD THAT SLEEPOVER WITH MNM which was finaldestination-ly fun :D
More, later :)

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New Moon issues. Serious issues. /3:42 AM

Forget Edward. I need a Jacob in my life right now.

Four Issues in this post:

1. Jacob

I know some people flinched as they read that first line right there, but it's true.
Edward's charm and mysteriousness mainly comes from the fact that he's a vampire. Without that, he's definitely not as special as Jacob.

Jacob was incredibly sweet and amazing even in human form. I can't even remember why I made such a fuss over Edward before. Don't get me wrong, I still love Edward, Jacob's just more special.

Ah! Jacob Black. Bella doesn't know how much she's missing out on him. Even though Edward's her choice, Jacob hurts. Jacob hurts.

(Note: I know you're freaking out right now, is Nandita mad?! Like hello! These people aren't real and she's fussing over them so much. But honestly, I don't care. This happens for me, I get extremely emotionally attached to things that aren't real / are unreachable. It happened with Snape in Harry Potter. And Jordan Jacobson. And other things.

So shush and let me back to my delusions.)

So, yes. I LOVE JACOB. And take a look at these websites, other shits like me love him too. But I'd like to think I love him a little more, maybe. So HA. (I'm completely crazy now, right?)

http://www.zazzle.com/pd/find/qs-jacob+black?pg=3
http://www.zazzle.com/pd/find/qs-jacob+black?pg=4
http://www.zazzle.com/pd/find/qs-jacob+black?pg=6

and look through the rest of the pages as well.

But I don't like them too much. Cos they put down Edward, some of them. (I love him too. And no, I'm not fickle)
GAH. And I've been so frustrated the whole time. Darndarndarn. Sorry, I dwell so much in my imagination. And hope to god Jacob somehow comes alive.

2. Songs

I have songs that remind me of Edward / Jacob.

When reading twilight, Bubbly would always remind me of Edward. I was obsessed, no, in love then too. So I loved Bubbly because it reminded me of Edward.

Now, When I think of you by Lee Ryan reminds me of Jacob. I have no idea why, but it does. It runs in my head all the freaking time. Can't help myself, it just plays in my head and reminds me of Jacob and makes me sad. Really sad.
If you don't know what song it is, here, listen to this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbDftNmxhb4

3. Bella

I wish I was her. Do you know? I was thrilled to find out my birthday lies on the same day as hers.

September 13th.

This is one reason why I have so much hope that I could meet Jacob someday, I loved to think I was special somehow.
Somehow.

Sigh. I think it's my duty, once again, to warn you that I'm alright. It's just a very personal, fierce obsession. A harsh one too.
I need to finish Eclipse soon, in order to return to sane mode.

4. Jacob's side of the story of New Moon.

Read this. Written by Stephenie Meyer to dispel any thoughts that Jacob was evil (some stupid people thought so, apparently) I love Jacob, have I mentioned already?

http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/pdf/nm_extras_jacob.pdf

Sigh, unreachable, again. Nothing I love seems to be within my reach. (Okay fine, I'm wrong here. I have MANY things I love within my reach, I'm just being hopeless. Don't mind me.)


So there, issues settled. I'm playing When I think of you now. I know it's gonna make me nostalgic, but ah heck. And don't worry, this obsession will go, with time. And my blog will finally be normal. Until then, the sanity of Nandita goes on a vacation.

Forgive me, people.

My past, my future, my all, my everything.
My laughs, my frowns, my ups, my downs.
It's the feeling that you get when you know something's true;
When I think of love, I think of you.

Please say forever you will stay beside me.

Jacob Black, you are my personal sun.

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/1:55 AM

My favourite quotes/parts from New Moon (Part # 1)
(Attention, spoilers ahead!)

Funny, well, to me at least:

1. Bella after Jacob turns into a werewolf. 'I'd thought Jake had been healing the hole in me - or at least plugging it up, keeping it from hurting me so much. He'd just been carving out his own hole, so that I was now riddled through like Swiss cheese.'
2. Bella about Charlie and Billy. (Kay technically this is in Eclipse, it's in the first chapter) '"You and Billy gossip like old women."'
3. Bella in the truck with Jacob. '"Did you know, you're sort of beautiful?" Once the words slipped out, I worried that he might take my impulsive observation the wrong way. But Jacob just rolled his eyes. "You hit your heat pretty hard didn't you?" "I'm serious." "Well, then, thanks. Sort of." I grinned. "You're sort of welcome."' (I love Jacob, btw.)
4. Jacob, before Bella chooses Alice over him. '"Bye, Bella," he called over his shoulder. "I really hope you don't die."'
5. Edward, after Bella stopped him from killing himself. '"You smell just exactly the same as always," he went on. "So maybe this is hell. I don't care, I'll take it."' Only, he wasn't dead.
   

Downright touching/painful to read:

1. Edward's promise. 'It will be as if I never existed.'
   
2. Bella in the woods, when Edward leaves. 'I had to keep moving. If I stopped looking for him, it was over. Love, life, meaning... over.'
3. Jacob to Bella. '"I won't ever let you down - I promise you can count on me."'
4. Bella, er, at some point, about Jacob. 'I didn't like that - didn't like the way his eyes closed as if he were in pain when he spoke of being bound. More than dislike - I realised I hated it, hated anything that caused him pain. Hated it fiercely."
5. Before Bella leaves for Italy. 'Jacob caught my arm with a shivering hand. "Please, Bella. I'm begging." His dark eyes were glistening with tears.'
6. Jacob, to Bella in the woods before she rushes to Charlie. (I love that whole freaking part.) '"Miss you," he mouthed. One of his hands reached out towards me, his fingers outstretched, like he wished they were long enough to cross the distance between us. "Me, too," I choked out.'

And in Eclipse, first chapter, Jacob's letter:

'Yeah, I miss you, too. A lot.
Doesn't change anything. Sorry.

Jacob'

And after that, Bella: 'More than that, behind each angry beginning lurked a vast pool of hurt; Jacob's pain cut me deeper than my own.'

And that's my favourite line, right there, in bold. It should cut you deeper, Bella. It should.

So that's that for my favourite quotes/ parts in New Moon, Part 1. I really hope Stephenie Meyer doesn't sue me for this.
So yay, I'm moving on to Eclipse soon!

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/4:15 AM

OKAY. Now that that's off my chest, no more ranting for now!

My upcoming blog posts (this is to reming me some ideas I already hadokay):
- My casting of Twilight. My own opinions and who I I I think should be in the movie and as whom! It will NOT include any gross Robert Pattinshun by the way. But a lot of Gaspard Ulliel :D Await!

- Resolutions for subjects I am weeeeaaaak at. yesyes, might be a tad boring for me, but I RESOLVE to do it.

Haha kay so that was only two. But there are a lot of exciting ones coming up okay! :D

- OHOHOH, once I can get pictures of the photoshoot in class on Friday, (maybeee, hopefully!) I can put them up. Ultra hilarious and loadsa fun! Some ANTM goodness, threeten style.

I NEED a sleepover with MnM! Must plan mustmust. Cannot postpone cannotcannot.

Girl put your records on, tell me your favourite song. Just go ahead let your hair down.

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/3:05 AM

I was surprised at how frustrated I was when I got off the bus today.

Well of course extremely crowded buses and empty seats either being completely embraced or ignored irritated me. It was always either extreme case; either everyone was pushing and shoving to get that seat (unfortunately, it was such a case today) or just ignoring it and pretending they could handle the growing density of people in the bus without it. It usually depended on the age group.

I was extremely anxious to get New Moon from Leena today! I was just waiting eagerly for the moment I could get some peace and quiet to slowly start devouring it. I could feel Edward's prescence with me already. Seriously, he's that godly great.

Today's cultural exchange with Marge was hilarious. :D I was shooting (k, shooting means fast. but needless to say, I took an age for each word. ages for a presumably a sentence) chinese words (i hope) at her in the most grammatically incorrect way, and vaguely indian things (won't necessarily call them words) would come idling back. Enjoyed it wo the MAX.

Today was a pretty great day might I add. (cept for the later non-school part) All the tension of shitchem was forgotten. Majorly thanks to three ten and Nat's Spongebob Monopoly! <3 And of course Marge & Mir. K I will promise to fill up the MnM envelope with allllll my stuff. Kay? :D

Sighsighsigh. I thought the wait to Dental appointment at Orchard would be fun. Just me and New Moon and Edward... Sighsighsigh. (Haha, is this scaring you yet? The obsession over Edward? It should, by now.) I left for Orchard after abandoning Marge to use the toilette. It's freaking gross might I add. It evoked disgust, revolt, anger, and nearly vomit in me. Sighsighsigh.

I had no idea to pass over 3 hours in Orchard without looking like a hobo who's out looking for a get-rich-quick scheme. So off to BibiBaba first I guess. Directions from Mum/Marge/My own brilliant brain got me to the place. Turns out it was right below (or so) Lido. Sheeshakapeesh.

Hanywayz, there the business was finished rather quickly. The salesperson was far too efficient, much to my growing discomfort that I will soon be spending a long unwelcome stay at godknowswhere at Orchard, and she got me exactly what I wanted in the blink of my hen ta eye. Darnshit. [Notice how well my Chinese skills are used. Grins widely for all xiao yatche to be seen. (small teeth, for non culturally talented)]

Then my fears came into action (?!). I had over 3 hours and nowhere to go! So I decided to adopt the hobo role after all. For now. I just had a Sub and Double ChocChip cookie at Fareast (again, to kill time during my long wait) so I wasn't hungry in the least. However, I did order a medium fries because of course you just can't walk into Macs and sit there and start reading a book without ordering anything! That's a plain immoral unjust act. Hence I sit there nibbling on those fries and just delving deeper and deeper and nearly disappearing into New Moon. It was an awesome experience. Just the peace and quiet I needed. Until...

I got thirsty. Very thirsty. Extremely uncomfortably thirsty. Something that one coke or 200 pepsis couldn't cure.... For BLOOD. Nyeheh. Kidding.
But yeah, I have this strange thing where I grow so thirsty (for water, mind you) that I can drink and drink about 4 glasses of water. I'm feeling it right now. Brb.

K back. but now I could drink water. Then, could I? Me being the shithead I am, I haven't been bringing water to school for nearly a month. Why? Beats me.
But anyway, it greatly disrupted my reading. And I couldn't continue. I couldn't sit there any longer.
Plus I finished my fries.

So okay to cut the long story short, I went to my dental clinic, only about 1/2 hour left to my appointment. But hurrah! I got called early. Forgot about my thirst by then though. (Orange and yellow bands, haah it was a random choice)

Then I was seriously looking forward to when I can get on that train, sit in the cold seat, and just lose myself in the book. Honestly, it's why I'm so happy I'm literate. So I can read books. Haha and cause I can get a job. K out of point :D

But what did I get when I stepped into that train? Shoving. Shovingshovingshoving. Oh, I ached for a seat. Trust me, I was carrying four things in my hand: Bibibaba shitheavy bag; Wallet pouch; Bag (being as adorable as it is, i'm sorry to say, its straps have no ability whatsoever to stay on my shoulder); Book. The last being the most treasured for obvious reasons (It's heavenly... And it's not mine. Teehee)

However I was clutching everything close to me, scared I might let something go. And I didn't even have free hands to hold onto the pole. I swear, there were moments where I was positive I would come crashing down. Thankfully, I survived.

The bus wasn't any better. At Yio Chu Kang, I have choices for two buses: 72 [Shortortort ride, but sucks in terms of space] 70 [Long ride, but luxurious space]
72 came first and I take it only to think later why the hell didn't I wait for 70.

And then the bus sucks bigtime, and I develop certain aches with my arm (I wonder why) K, I'll answer it. Cos I was trying to read New Moon anyway. I wasn't going to waste time I could otherwise have with it just because of some stupid bus.

Like yay :D

Yet. I felt so irritated when I got off, I started walking straight off toward home, much faster than usual. Sighsighsigh. I guess there's nothing that can stop anyone getting mad at a crowded bus.

Not even Edward. (Ilovehim btw, have I mentioned before?)

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/5:40 AM

I spent the whole of today in one single chair.
A red rolling one.
Staring at letters and numbers and complicated formulae.
That I understood, and wouldn't have had the remotest idea what they were
Before this sacred Study Chem Day.

I didn't think it would be possible for me to sit in one single place and rack my brains over something I loathed completely from day one. It was something I didn't even want to think about.
But today, a miracle took place,
Chem was actually FUN. No, don't call the asylum or the police; if you tried deciphering those billion and one formulas and doing those exercises at the back of the worksheet non-stop for a day,

you'll realise why they say, It's so bad, it's good!

So I'm taking a rest right now. It's 8.51 now, don't trust that pathetic time on this blog, it's completely wrong. Completely.

Or as we British say, Just a tad off the mark I think.
:D

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